Now, however, Heather has pointed a new, very strange, possibility, a new example of our soul sisterhood. To explain briefly before going into the example, our lives seem to parallel one another a bit. If one gets in to a certain situation, the other is sure to get into a similar situation sometime down the road. Heather had her guy entanglements towards the end of last year. Now, she says it's my turn.
Saturday I accompanied Dad, Mom and Noah down to Price to see Kami. Dad grumped because of the weather conditions and because he wished to stay at home. The other odd, uncomfortable thing about this trip was I caught Noah staring, or gazing off, in my direction several times. I don't know if he--which I suspect was the case--just was zoning out and I caught him at it, or if he really was staring at me for some reason. One time was when I was eating, another when I think I was watching television and another when I was in the car. When he saw that I'd caught him he'd smile and/or wink at me. As I told Heather it was uncomfortable.
This started a long, drawn out convo with her playing devil's advocate. "Perhaps he's looking at you and wondering 'What if...?'"
"You said Kami and Noah are on the rocks. What if in a few months he started looking at and turning to you? Would that bother you?"
Um...as I told her I highly doubt it will come to that.
No, he's not even remotely interested, and even if by some surprising chance he is I dunno if I'd pursue it. It'd be odd and I don't want to deal with Kami's emotions on the subject. But it made for an interesting conversation.
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