I guess it doesn't bother me like it did last year for one simple reason: I'm resigned to it. There isn't any guy around who's interested. Oh, I'm cool and all, but It's not there for 'em. I'm more of a bud, or someone to admire for her attitude in hardships, but sparks? C'mon. They go for girls who can do things normally. The chair is a turn off at first glance. But that's ok. Despite past experiences with jerks, I am coming to realize once more there are guys who seek the beauty within. And someday...no more dragons will waylay my champion. Until then, I will use my single status to accomplish what I want before settling down makes some of the things difficult to do.
AOL has a poem maker, and in my new found spirit of the holiday I tried my hand at it.
I believe I will be alone this Valentine's. The rest of the fam will be in Boise that Thursday through the weekend. Unless dear Kjerstie is going to visit as she has that week off because of zee Olympics, I will have the house to myself with Ege as my sole companion. I'm hoping she does come. I'm a bit lonely for friends and it's been ages since I've seen her.
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