� 2001-2006 by Shiloh
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ehBitchI'm not a real particular fan of this song, and for anyone who knows me well they'll know why if they see it here. (I'll give you all a hint: the swearing. I'm not a fan of the word "bitch" or any swear word, for that matter.
I hate the world today
You're so good to me
I know but I can't change
Tried to tell you
But you look at me like maybe
I'm an angel underneath
Innocent and sweet
Yesterday I cried
Must have been relieved to see
The softer side
I can understand how you'd be so confused
I don't envy you
I'm a little bit of everything
All rolled into oneI'm a bitch, I'm a lover
I'm a child, I'm a mother
I'm a sinner, I'm a saint
I do not feel ashamed
I'm your hell, I'm your dream
I'm nothing in between
You know you wouldn't want it any other waySo take me as I am
This may mean
You'll have to be a stronger man
Rest assured that
When I start to make you nervous
And I'm going to extremes
Tomorrow I will change
And today won't mean a thingI'm a bitch, I'm a lover
I'm a child, I'm a mother
I'm a sinner, I'm a saint
I do not feel ashamed
I'm your hell, I'm your dream
I'm nothing in between
You know you wouldn't want it any other wayJust when you think, you got me figured out
The season's already changing
I think it's cool, you do what you do
And don't try to save meI'm a bitch, I'm a lover
I'm a child, I'm a mother
I'm a sinner, I'm a saint
I do not feel ashamed
I'm your hell, I'm your dream
I'm nothing in between
You know you wouldn't want it any other wayI'm a bitch, I'm a tease
I'm a goddess on my knees
When you hurt, when you suffer
I'm your angel undercover
I've been numb, I'm revived
Can't say I'm not alive
You know I wouldn't want it any other wayMeredith Brooks
But as I got to thinking about another entry that reveals more about me as a human being--yes, I know, all my entries reveal something about my humanity--this song kept coming to mind. I know I did a Truth About Me entry not too long ago, so this might be redundant, but it was more a strength and weakness entry rather than a facet or role entry.
In the past several months, beginning last year even, my journey of self-discovery has undergone another spurt of progression. Where once I was complacent, yet stagnant and discontent somewhat with myself, I've re-experienced several of life's lessons that have given me new wisdom, a more mature outlook on life and people and new insight into myself. While my weaknesses have become clearer, so have my strengths; and I've come to realize that while they may have stayed the same yet become more defined, I'm not the same person I was a year ago.
Time to redefine...*soft smile*
DreamerI'm this and more...
Though the world can be cold
You're so good to me
I thank you; I can't change
Tried to tell you
But you look at me like maybe
I'm an angel underneath
Innocent and sweet
Yesterday I raged
Must have been surprised to see
The angrier side
I can understand how you'd be so confused
I don't envy you
I'm a little bit of everything
All rolled into oneI'm a dreamer, I'm a friend
I'm a child, I'm a sister
I'm a sinner, I'm a saint
I do not feel ashamed
I'm your hell, I'm your dream
I'm nothing in between
You know you wouldn't want it any other waySo take me as I am
This may mean
You'll have to be a stronger man
Rest assured that
When I start to make you nervous
And I'm going to extremes
Tomorrow I will change
And today won't mean a thingI'm a dreamer, I'm a friend
I'm a child, I'm a sister
I'm a sinner, I'm a saint
I do not feel ashamed
I'm your hell, I'm your dream
I'm nothing in between
You know you wouldn't want it any other wayJust when you think, you got me figured out
The season's already changing
I think it's cool you do what you do
And don't try to save meI'm a dreamer, I'm a friend
I'm a child, I'm a sister
I'm a sinner, I'm a saint
I do not feel ashamed
I'm your hell, I'm your dream
I'm nothing in between
You know you wouldn't want it any other wayI'm sassy, I'm a tease
I'm a goddess on my knees
When you hurt, when you suffer
I'm your angel in disguise
I've been numb, I'm revived
Can't say I'm not alive
You know I wouldn't want it any other wayShiloh
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