Yes, it was a simple miscalculation on Mom's part, but the anger stems from the frustration leading up to the moment I found out I was going to miss my best friend's graduation. Heather brought the announcement by last month! Then, every once in awhile she'd ask or try to an answer out of me, poor soul, on whether or not I'd be a-goin'. But I couldn't give her a straight answer because I had none to give! Every time I brought the topic up with Mom, she'd either ignore me or go about other business. Finally, I approached her and brought it up one--last--time. She asked when it was and when I told her she said I could go.
Then sometime before or after this she made plans to go to Jackson today with friends. Like I said, simple miscalculation. BUT I WORKED HARD TO GET THE PERMISSION AND THE RIDE TO GO! It's so frustrating to have to keep asking, then have your ride go on a ditz trip and make other plans.
Secondly, I'm home with an onery sis who gets a kick out of egging her siblings on. This all sounds trivial, I know, and on any other day or week it would be to me too. Right now, I just wanna be as onery back and, if I were alone, I'd wanna cry and just have my brief temper tantrum and be done with it all.
I'm off to see how big a dent I can put in this danged paper!
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