I dunno why, but after the tension of--or I should say adrenaline--wore off from meeting with my professor, it has felt like today was Thursday instead of Wednesday. I even knew it's Wednesday. Perhaps it's the release of knowing I no longer have to put the proposal together or be present while he peruses it. Once at school, one thought reverbrated through my mind, I wish it were over, I just want it to be over.
I finished it last night around 10:30, and by that time I was too tired to worry overly much about its quality. Well, at the time I was struggling with the bibliography. It's been sssoo long since had to write a paper using MLA style. Also at the time, my brain felt as though it were gelatin. Any time I spoke (mostly to myself during the assignment) it came out as gibberish--literally. My lips felt rubbery, I was that tired. Anyways I did the best I could on the references, and I remember wishing I had my book from class as it mighta had an example.
It didn't occur to me until this morning my book had been in plain sight and within reach all last night. I agonized needlessly. Of course, I felt stupid when I remembered seeing it out of the corner of my eye on my bookshelf. I saw it and yet, it totally did not register with me. *sigh*
Good news is I'm on the right track with the upcoming report related to the proposal. My background was good he said, as well as my stated problem, qualifications, methods, blah blah. My scope needs work. That's the only area he really made comments on so I think I did all right. It certainly made me feel better.
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