� 2001-2006 by Shiloh
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Since last evening my intermittent cough has progressively worsened and become more frequent. I took cough medicine last night, which helped. I'm definitely getting round two of the bug that's goin' around. Top that with the Crimson Curse and emotions from the Crimson Curse, and you get a very miserable woman. One who wanted her mama up until it became apparent her mama and everyone else had no idea she was getting sick. Now, with my current frame of mind, I just want to deal with it alone. Like I deal with the majority of my seizures. I'm just stubborn enough to get through this on my own. I'll take the medicine and suck up once I've had my anger and frustration-laced cry.
The anger and frustration come from Dad. For the last few days he has been a pain with a short fuse. And I'm tired of being in target range. And I can't explain to Mom because, of couse, as his wifey-poo she'll stick up for his rotten attitude. I'm about ready to turn to her and say quite bluntly, "You better quit chargin' with those credit cards and get them in hand, because I'm givin' you my four months' notice."
She wants four months before I move out so she can get another income in place. Fine, she'll get it, but I've about had it with Dad. I came close to screaming tonight.
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