� 2001-2006 by Shiloh
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Well, Heather took the step, or is going to take, the step I've been figuring she'd take. I've been feeling (sensing) the build up of her decision for about a month. She wants to move out on her own in January. We were supposed to take a week or two to think about moving in together, yet within three days of bringing the idear to my attention, she wanted to know what I thought.
Truthfully, I didn't know what to think. And I had thought about it and had started praying, but to give her a definite yes or no answer, I needed more time. Yet she kept bringing it up and with the way she was talking I could tell her mind was made up. She was moving out and leaning towards being on her own. With that being the case, I knew not to bank on moving, at least, not yet.
And to be more honest, I think it's better this way. Yes, moving out would be a beneficial change for me and help me get out of the stagnant rut I'm in, but with the way family finances are looking currently, I think it's best if I stay so Mom has her care provider income coming in for a while yet and if Heather changes her mind in several months, well, I'll reconsider my options.
I may watch my new movie tonight, I dunno yet. I may wait for when Heather can come.
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